Own Mind OLD

Find my heart
leave them laying here
drinking down
not for them
swallow that
your glass of water
whats this
you think I should take

you were once once
turns into tremors
seems my faults
make me shame
on my brothers
got so freightened
hold he stays
wherever I say

and I have tried so hard

you can't relate
or slow us down from the start

cause I think its strange
when we compute our hearts
beat in time
beat in time

in my heart
father david
there are cries
erase my pride
in his once
when I saw failure
I told him so
I could not take that bad
Isn't it working better

And I feel the seams of what I turned into
Will they wash clean
if I could speak to him, too
My own mind
My own mind

Bleeding out on an ancient atlas
will I hold on
watch them fall
but they're not private
and I will fall
feels its strain when's it out of her eyes
and holding up
my own mind
my own mind