Deakin 1

From: The Ottobar, Baltimore, MD, 1/1/10

I just want to be happy
man I'm trying hard
Feel this way
for I know there's something
more than I would take
Now I'm here
and I feel so close to
all these things I like to face

Know it's hard
when you watch me struggle
hold my camera
Mom, I'm afraid
All my life
I have traveled in me
Now I feeling what I crave
I will give what
what is coursing through me
I can't hold life away

I have walked up to these waves
I've watched my father wither away
Now I'm walkin' and I do as I am
Hold on to his holding hand
I'm holding up, I'm holding up
I'm weighted down
I'm holding up, I'm holding up
I'm weighted down, weighted down, weighted

I think now if I just keep breathing
things could open up and tame
I'm in hole what I've watching today(?)
Bleeding through my electric veins(?)
I'm in tune what I'm falling to me (?)
Now I'm holding up pace(?)