Destroyed

I always want to keep further from,
Further and further and further
Even further from the
Very people close me
I see it
It sees me

And like so many other things
It happened
Slowly happened slowly happened
Without knowing I become
Someone who I don't need
I have much to blame

But I don't want to sound as though
I'm the same always wanting always hoping
I had not made the choices I have made
For what it gave
Want it, steal one thought

Steal to save the breath you save
And every upon every upon every
I think about it more
It all worked out till
I could have one head just one cause

Can I be destroyed when a friend brings out the sun
Don't break the tides that hold them around the bend
Don't break